Is my relationship toxic, or just a bad patch?

Everyone has hard years, but I cannot breathe in mine.
Am I remembering this wrong, or is the story changing?

I know what happened, but I still end up apologising.

Everyone has hard years, but I cannot breathe in mine.

I know what happened, but I still end up apologising.
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