Controlling relationship: the signs and what to do next

See the pattern clearly, and know what a refusal shows you
Why is it so hard to leave when I know I should?

I know what is happening, but I keep finding reasons to stay.
Why do I end up apologising when they were wrong?

I came to raise something, but I left saying sorry.
Is this control, or am I being too sensitive?

Nothing has happened that I could name, but I am careful all day.
Which warning signs actually matter in a relationship?

I saw it early, but I explained it away for 2 years.
Is my partner a narcissist, or am I being unfair?

I keep reading the lists, but I still cannot say for certain.
Love bombing: how to tell it from love and what to do

Tell real romance from something that will cost you.
Why do I keep waiting for someone who gives so little?

They give me almost nothing, but I keep waiting.
Why am I so careful around my own partner?

Nothing is said, but I am managing the room all evening.